Hemingway said write drunk, edit sober. I’m not exactly drunk but I’m definitely tipsy. I don’t understand the point of it. Alter your state bro. Yeah, very cool. Boring after a while. Conversations that you’ve had a thousand times. Shitty next morning.
Stay sober. Experience friends, conversations, whatever sober. Live how you were born — supplement it with drink and herb and lsdbut recognize that this is how you are. Learn to love it.